What if..?

I'm a daydreamer, always have been and probably always will be..and it's great! The only thing is that I don't do much to make those dreams come true. Well I think the first step is to get oujt of my comfort zone. I'm going to do all I can to turn that feeling of failure into a feeling of proudness and joy! Like I said in n other post, I'm tired of waisting my time. I'm tired of asking myself  " what if..?". What if I was comfortable and hapy with my body? What if I made my business idea into an actual business? What if I was more organized? What if I had a job? What if I sucessful in what I put myself to because I actually give everything I got? 

There's only way to know the answers. Get off my lazy ass and fight for what I want! That starts today, I did all I had to do, plus I'm here writing while listening to some Adele! Tomorrow, I'm going to Montreal for the weekend and I'm planning on working out, eating healthy, write and just enjoy people around me! I'll bring back my yoga mat and protein shakes with me. Your girl ain't playing anymore! I have to say that it feels pretty damn good to have a plan that comes with the dreaming. I'm also going to do some copy of my resume so I can go for a job huntg again next week. Wish me luck! Of course I will update you on everything! 

A.N.

Fashion Discoveries

I love to discovers cool & unique stuff, especially when it comes to fashion! That's what I came across at winners last weekend! Some black booties but not any kind..These booties are everything! Now they are more on the pricy side but I do believe that investing in quality basics makes a big difference in a wardrobe. They are by Maria Brotons (I couldn't find a website or anything about that brand really) and they are made in Spain. They're all leather, even the sole!

 I absolutely love the heel! From the back it look like it's stiletto but then you look at the from the side and BAM the are not!

Also the pointy front add some lenght to your legs and make it more chic. They can be paired with an all black ensemble, a pair of blue washed jeans or even a dress/skirt! It's a very versatile piece and definitely a must-have! Anyway, these are my new babies! I literally can't wait to wear them!

A.N.

Weight loss & Body acceptance

As most of you know, I am currently on a weight loss journey and lately it's been hard for me because I don't seem to find the boost that I need to really get into it. I've been eating good since I'm in Toronto but I don't exercice..idk..I want to do more but I always find excuses when it's time for action. Also I've been having some trouble with my body image and acceptance. Although I lost 7lbs so far since I'm away from home! I still feel like I could've do more, y'know?  Having a history of ED, I know those kind of thoughts can be dangerous for me so I'm ttrying really hard to focus and to not worry about all that. I can do this! 

I'm still on the hunt of job (something else I should put more efforts into!) and as soon as I get one I'm thinking about going on a juice cleanse for about a week. I believe it will be good for me. I'll probably try to be vegetarian/vegan after it or have a mostly vegan diet, I'm not sure yet. I'll go with the flow! I'm already doing my best to eat a lot more veggies and fruits and I'm not going to lie, I feel great! Today is thanksgiving in Canada so I'm off to my boyfriends house to stuff my face with some turkayy and pie, I litterally can't wait because I know that my diet will be strict when I go back home tomorrow night! No more fooling around, I'm ready to kick my own butt!  

A.N.

Update & Cupcakes

I haven't really had time to update you guys since I arrived in Toronto (almost) two weeks ago. I know, it's already been two whole weeks!! I love the city, even tho I've only been downtown with my best friend once. I'm planning on exploring more this weekend tho. I would definitely try my best to take cool pictures! I'm currently job hunting because Toronto is a pretty expensive place and I want to be able to pay for my phone and a gym membership! I really want to be more healthy like I said before and I'm actually doing good since I've been living away from home because I actually choose healthy food. I did bought a little box of cupcakes but I feel like i deserved it haha. Anyway, I really can't wait to see more of this amazing city and meet amazing people!

A.N.